Getting out

I don't know what I am supposed to be doing
but I don't feel like being
in
I tried to watch "Mr. Show"
Didn't work
Slept through most of it
Sounds, color and fuzz exploding in my mind
Lazy afternoon
Rain and sunshine
intermingle
outside my window
but the television stays the same
The television
constantly
constantly
constantly
...
I am consistently amused
in my dreams
Laying in my solace
waiting for the impending
headache.
I listen to the stories
of other minds
of happenings when other people
get out
Go
searching or just
keep living
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